My health is in... shambles again.

Recently, my body's been screwing up on me. Yesterday, I had to be hauled back by my maid and sister because I couldn't even walk due to stomach cramps...

I can't even be a proper woman now, huh?

Sigh.

The past month alone, been stressing out too much I guess. But what can I do? All that work... and then... down goes my health. Mind constantly in a mess, my body feeling limp and weak... what should I do now?

Parents been warning me about it.

I guess I brought it upon myself.

On another note: anyone have any idea what to do if you have low blood pressure?

Sigh.

Maybe I can't live up to the life I wanted to live.

I should just die.